Broken and I don't want to be fixed.

After being heartbroken so many times you almost become numb.No this isnt going to be a post about me going on about how he was amazingg, how it hurts so bad, or how im not sure if I'll ever get over him.Through it all I know for a fact life goes on.This has absolutly nothing to do with him and everything to do about love.After experincing my fair share of break ups and some of my friends one quesion always stayed in my mind...Why?Why do we care? Why are we so obsessed with this thing?Why do we want it so bad that we're willing to write songs,make movies,and buy countless pints of ice cream just waiting for the fall out.Growing up I lived off of disney movies.By the age of 7 I knew the color of my wedding dress , the designer, and my venu.We grew up engulfed in these ideas of "true love." It's funny how they raise us so dependent and expect us to be so independent.This brings me to the question are we ever really in love or are we just drowning in the idea of it?